HER.
My name is Trina.
His smile ツ, Brightens my day.
Beauty gets the attention, but eventually, personality gets the heart.
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010 2:15:00 AM
You see how much we've went thru?
You see how much we've grown?
I miss you girls, badly.. ):

1:04:00 AM
Goodbye, bad day.
Bad day so...? You're still required to go thru 24 hours!
No matter how bad my day is, I'll now face every single good and bad things with a smile.
The very least, i know things will be better whenever i faced it with a smile.
I'm feeling really really upset with things now. Today was the worst day ever. I've never felt so unlucky and stuff.
I really really thank God for bringing me through this toughest time. At one point of time of today, i was so infuriated with myself. And things got worst even when i was home.

I know God is with me during my toughest time, today.
Fred not, it will be over soon, i hope.
Alright, there's drawing test tomorrow. Time for bed.
Yay. I got my photo changed! It's one of my favourite shot among the 40,000th. ((:
goodnight people. i'm off. Wish me luck for tomorrow's still life drawing test!


"The earth and every good thing in it belongs to the Lord and is yours to enjoy." - 1 Corinthians 10:26
Thanks Austin for sharing this verse with me.

Monday, April 12, 2010 10:51:00 PM
Whatever.
Please, don't talk nonsense to me when I'm sick.
Me sick = In the very unhappy mood.
Whatever things you say, I'll ignore.
Because I swear I never want to entertain this nonsense anymore.
Seriously, I trust you, no more.
Whatever lah uh. It's okay. It's really okay. NO IT'S NOT OKAY.


alright. alright. alright.
breathe in, breathe out.
everything's gonna be okay.
trina shall do her bible study tonight. and then,
trina shall go sleep early tonight. trina shall go brainstorm on what she shall do on her recycled paper bags.
and most importantly,
get over with things that are unhappy!

10:39:00 PM
Trust no more..

1:14:00 AM
Random thoughts..
Just a hint of your smile, can make me feel fine again.
This is how important and how much you meant to me.
Promise that you'll hold my hand and never let it go. Because i'll do the same too.
I'll hold your heart, never let it go.
Will that day even be here? Please tell me that, there'll be one day whereby you'll be holding my heart and my hand. Telling me that there'll only be me in your world.

I wish i could experience taking the teacup ride with you.
Because that feeling of the teacup ride is:
There is only me in your world and there's only you in my world.
And that is what i want. I am someone who never like to share someone whom I love.


1:13:00 AM
Wedding Dress by Taeyang
[English]
Some say it's not over 'till it's over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make me feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (--> it should've been me)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you're here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

No, oh

For such a long time
I lived in an illusion like a fool
She is still smiling
So brightly at me

The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Sunday, April 11, 2010 11:54:00 PM
Yayness..
I will not give in anymore, because I had more than enough. I swear..
It's not about me not being nice or whatever. But hey, don't you think, if you show no interest, why should I entertain you right?
I really don't give a damn whether or not you're angry with me or upset with me.
Loving someone who doesn't loves her takes a lot of effort. I shan't put in effort in you anymore.
Because, I'll put in effort in my work and excel in it. The very least, i feel happy doing my drawings..

-Genting trip-
I had 4 times of the swing ride. I really like the feeling of going up and down.
It's just like, In life, there're times of ups and downs..
And well, right now, i'm facing the lowest point of my life.
Dirt Biking back in 2009.
I miss the vibration of the bike.

Today marks the end of rehearsals for 2510.
I feel that, yes, God bring me back to him thru 2510.
Say yes to carefree sundays! ((:



2:59:00 AM
Before me go to bed....
S$ 2,362.30
500GB Hard-disk, 4GB RAM, Apple Care, Microsoft for Apple.
I'll save up for you.
Wait for me, i'll be saving up to get you baby!
THIS IS A NEED, NOT A WANT.

2:33:00 AM
School's starting in a day's time!
I am... Officially sick. Just 2 days before my school start, i had fever, flu, cough and sore throat. How not nice of fever to come by to visit me every after trip. Perth was also like that, Genting again.
Should have healed my mom's advice to take the H1N1 jab man.

And, last night was an emotional night.
Shan't talk about it anymore since i've chosen to give up instead of giving in.

Today was, uperly Alamak.
Had fever and stuff. Wasn't in my best mood. Everything was like so xyz..
I went to secondary school in the morning and bought my 2510 tickets for my sister and mummy. Sit in for the enrolment rehearsal. Good to see my dearest Ms Lui Meiting. ((:
And had lunch with Ms junn, Joanne, Lirong and Nydia. Headed to library and popular.
Went back home, was just rotting in front of my poor acer.
Talking to dawn was the best part. I'M HIREDD! Boss Dawn's wedding photos shall be taken in the farm by me, background shall be all the pigs and animals oinking at the back. How KAWAII is that?
After that, was hesitating whether i should accompany Stef to bishan, after a long hesitation, i decided to go because she's driving and going to the library. Managed to borrow 6 books. Walked around in J8, bought a printer for Daniel, headed to his place, helped him to set up. By then, i was already fully dead. Feeling breathless and cold. Shivering away. And then headed back home after helping them to set up.
&&& i've decided to get a macbook. Hopefully i'll be able to upgrade the hardisk to 500GB instead of a 250GB macbook. I shall tell my mom about it because sooner or later, i'll still have to get one. Hopefully by june i'll be able to get it. And i'll edit photos all day and stuff. Yay!

Anyway, Genting trip was amazing.
I didn't know that spaceshot isn't that scary! ((:
Will blog up those photos asap.
And, amazingly, i did 3 drawings today despite being very sick.
One apple, one pear, and one hand sketch.
I think i do more work when i'm sick. But fever is really very very very uncomfortable.
I swear i'll go get my jab soon. So that i won't fall sick so easily. I wanna to be healthy me! ((:

Alright, Final Rehearsal for 25-10 tomorrow! And then, i'll say bye to 2510 and hi to my lovely sundays.
5months of effort put into the musical/anniversary. From, starting to sing awfully, to starting to dance pretty well.
(Y) thumbs up! Mom and stef will be going to the anniversary which makes me feel uper excited too! :))

Monday is going to be Term 2 day 1!
Can't wait for Sem 2 to come! Photography & ceramics.
I'll be able to see WB in the morning at 7:30am! Cause i'll be helping out with the TP-ITE's April intake because of TPSC. I'm so excited for school because i can't wait to see my nehnehpoks and spastic partners!! Bem, Alyssa, Nic, Charissa, Nurul, Kristina, Nadiah, Shasha, Jasmie, Brandon. We're all going to laugh our arse out! ((:

Goodnight,
Time to go to bed. I will get over those shitty stuff soon.
And once again, return to my happy go lucky Trina Ang!



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Tuesday, April 6, 2010 9:30:00 PM
two-three-fourth
Yes! I'm done with down with love already. ((:
And now, i'm watching another hong kong drama that is showing on channel 55.
It's nice!! And i'm at the 6th episode/ 20 episode.

Another few more hours i'll be going to Genting.
So excited because Zac and Fiona's coming along too! Yeah baby~~
I'm going to continue with my hong kong drama already! ((:

Goodnight and take care,
i'll be back on friday.
Another thing is, sweetie Dawn and Siwei sent a text to me today. Really toucheddd. (:
Thanks a lot girls, miss you all! Love you all too! ((:
Especially you you you you you!
Bye, i'll be backkk!

Sunday, April 4, 2010 11:30:00 PM
Each day has its own promise of love, forgiveness, joy and success.
On a saturday morning,
I met my primary school friends!((:

On Good Friday,
I met up with my secondary school friends. ((:








Alright, pretty long post with all the photos uh?
I finally finish uploading all these photos!
Facebook or rather my poor acer laptop is giving me problems..
Can't wait to get a macbook soon.. Gah dam!
(:(:(:

1:36:00 AM
The secret of life is not just to live, but to have something worthwhile to live for.

1:36:00 AM
The past can't be rewritten, but it can make you stronger.

1:35:00 AM
Life's a gift! Live it well!

1:34:00 AM
Don't make a special person miss u too much. Try to keep in touch. Cus missing oftentimes eventually leads to forgetting.

1:31:00 AM
You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump.

1:20:00 AM
Everything happens for a reason. But in reality, we're the ones who give reasons for everything that happens.

Thank You Lord, for every single thing you've provided for me and you've done for me

Saturday, April 3, 2010 12:29:00 AM
-TGIF-
Firstly,
I really thank god for this day.
For dying for all of our sins. We're not worthy, yet you didn't hesitate to die for us on the Cross.
Lord, thank you for this meaningful day.
Secondly,
Thank.God.It's.Friday!
Today, i met up with my two dearest. It was awesome. It was really awesome.
We had Ayam Penyet, walked around at 313, brought dearest(s) to orchard central's basement to take photos.
We went on and on spamming photos. ((:
I'l upload the photos real soon!
Thirdly,
I'm really very very sorry for not being able to go with my dearest 3.
Primary school mates. I'm really sorry for not being able to spend time with you guys.
I'm really very sorry.)):




Friday, April 2, 2010 2:30:00 AM
WHATAYA WANT FROM ME?

1:33:00 AM
How far will forgiveness abound?
Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARISSA ANNE.
Here wishing you a blessed year. Be happy always.
May you be filled with lots of love everyday.
Trina loves you, and here wishing you a blessed birthday!

Secondly,
I feel like total crap today.
Or rather, tonight.
No particular reason, but i just felt paranoid with all the things happening around me.
Probably because, there isn't any trust between my family and me.
Which really hurts me a lot. Because of those comments,
it's been haunting my family, especially my dad..

Third,
Don't fucking look down on me.
I'll fucking prove you wrong someday.
I am pursuing what I like and what I love.
Who are you to look down on me?

Come straight to my face and tell me about it. There isn't a need for you to talk at the back of me. What's with the worry? There isn't any needs for you to be worry about. So what if I flunk my N'lvls and went to ITE? I'm happy here, studying what I like, and I am putting in effort. And no matter how much effort I've put in, you'll never see it. And there isn't a need to show it to you. I know myself best.