If I planted a flower each time I thought of you, my garden will bloom forever.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 10:30:00 PM

I AM READY FOR PERTH.

READY TO GO MEET MADDIE!

Saturday, January 23, 2010 6:18:00 PM

YOU FEEL ME? I'M GOING TO PERTH SOON! NEXT THURSDAY! YAYNESS.

I AM GOING TO TAKE 1000 PHOTOS THERE. MADDIE LEONG, I'M GOING TO SEE YOU IN 4 DAYS TIME!

6:04:00 PM

3 MORE TO GO!!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 10:54:00 PM

I can't stand it any longer.

Whoever that person it, YOU BETTER PLAY SMART.

stop being sucha stupid dumb ass, trying to mess around with Khairizal!

10:54:00 PM

I CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE.

It's my fault getting into design course. Because art materials itself cost me a bomb.

Over the last 3 weeks, i already spent $150+ on art materials alone.

And hey ARSE HOLE YOU MY SISTER,

You think i likes to be broke hoping that you'll lend me money is it?

YOU THINK I LIKE TO OWN YOU MONEY? OR YOU THINK I LIKE TO ASK MONEY FROM YOU?

I KNOW THIS IS SINFUL BUT HEY YOU SUCKS.

FUCK IT. I HAD THE FACT THAT I SEEM TO BE BEGGING YOU TO HAVE MONEY.

JUST LIKE A BEGGER. FUCK YOU MAN. YOU'RE MY SISTER.

IF YOU UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION AND YOU UNDERSTAND HOW THE FUCK I AM FEELING NOW, YOU'LL BE THE ONE BEGGING.

I HATE THE FACT THAT I'M NOT RICH. I'M NOT BORN RICH. I DON'T HAVE MONEY.

I DON'T HAVE MONEY TO BUY THE THINGS I NEED. THE THINGS THE I NEEDED FOR SCHOOL.

SHUT THE FUCKED UP.

PLEASE.. I NEED PEACE TO DO MY WORK. DAMN.

STOP PUSHING ME TO THE VERGE.

I'M GOING BONKERS SOON.

UNGRATEFUL ASSHOLE.

Monday, January 18, 2010 12:03:00 AM

I FREAKING REGRETTED NOT TAKING ART AS MY COMBINATION IN MY SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS. TMD!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 4:49:00 PM

I'll never..

I'll never look back and turn back to you anymore.

Although, there's many times when i miss you so dearly. Many times when i need you. I must say that i'll still move on without you. This is the path you've chosen, i'll respect and i won't go back to you anymore.

Although i know, i can't. But i will.

Respecting your decisions.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 7:56:00 PM

Have you ever thought of my feelings?

Do you have make my life even more painful?
This is my Second week of school, day 2 of the week.
I know that my dad really looks down on me. Actually, to be honest. Everyone looks down on ITE students. Just because we failed out N'levels and didn't manage to get into Secondary 5 instead got into ITE, you look down on me. Fine.. It's really okay that you don't give your support. But at least, respect my feelings. Respect how i feel. It's feeling really sucky whenever i've to listen to all this crap shit stuff, like .. they said how useless i am, etc etc. Cut the crap okay, You don't freaking have the rights to say that. ITE is not the end of everything. We go to school to learn too. So what? So what if i'm in ITE? Better than no school to be enrolled right? TMD TMD!

Don't glare at me.

Sunday, January 10, 2010 5:32:00 PM

A must have in 2010...

My expensive wish list for 2010:

Not the camera on top, but the battery grip! :)

Since my laptop's gonna to crash anytime, Mom, sponsor me with this? I'll need one sooner or later anyway. :D

SGD$495

External Flash..

SGD$308

iTouch!

SGD$189(Inclusive of Filter.)

50mm F/1.8! (I don't need one now because my kind Bro-in-law lend me this!)

Total cost: SGD $3765!

Wahahaha. This is my target!

Gonna get you all. <3

4:23:00 PM

No one has ever done that before.

He's the first..

Sometimes, i think.. I shouldn't be that friendly.

It's okay, i know i'll make it thru that 2 years. I know i will..

4:22:00 PM

You're the terrorist..

That have attacked me, conquered my heart.

1:44:00 AM

No matter how much worries I have for you, I've no rights to express it anymore..

Thursday, January 7, 2010 7:52:00 PM

4th day of school.

I don't know why. But this feeling is really weird.

Somehow, i hate this feeling. It's like being ignored.

I have never been ignored by any of my friends before until like now. It really pissed me off when i talk to him, he doesn't reply. Or.. he doesn't want to even talk to me during the whole journey home.

It's so weird because in the morning, he'll message me, give a text. But in school, it feels like we don't know each other. Oh come on' please. Don't tell me what you're not my friend. You're always hanging out with me and you tell me that i'm not your friend. Gonna smack you a thousand times on your face.

I don't know why, but this feeling is very weird. It's like, i know that he's not that type of person. But, he just refuse to speak up and talk. That makes me feel so ... Arggg!! Feel like giving him one tight slap you know? Tsk. Damn irritating. Another one is like, super irritating. I'll bloody smack his face if he pushes his limit. There's alot of weird people lah. How i wish i'm in 5A2, with the comfy classroom.. Enjoying everyday with my dearest.. This will not happen. ):

Just get that idiotic 2 years and get out of here! TMD

Anyway, i came across Yiruma. And he's damn friggin awesome...!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 10:13:00 PM

Weird but ...

Whenever i looked at wedding photos, i see the love between the couple and i love that kind of feeling. This feeling is so awesome!

I really can't wait to get married please. I really really like lightedpixels' wedding photos!):

And, i'll ask lightedpixels to be the one taking photos for my wedding in future! Woohoo!<3

Awww..

And, another dream of mine ..

TO BE SPECIALIZED IN BRIDAL PHOTOGRAPHY!(:

To find my love soon! <3

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 7:38:00 PM

The start are holding you tonight.

Feels so weird.

Guys are so... temperamental! Can't stand it.

It's like, once in a while he's awesomely good to you. Another moment he can flare at you.

Cannot stand it. Because the way he treats me it super temperamental lah!

However,

you're irreplaceable.

Monday, January 4, 2010 7:53:00 PM

Don't stop, never give up. :D

Hey you!

I'm back from the first day of school. It's ... tiring and quite fun i must say. My class could be one of the more open minded ones.. i hope? However, found some new friends. Although i'm always hanging out with the guys, i find that the guys are MUCH.. MUCH.. better than the girls in my class. You know, those minahs? I can't stand them. hahaha. I decided to hang out with isk, brandon, asmine, nadiah, and another guy. I forgotten his name. hahaha. Anyway, Brandon send me back to .... khatib today while he took cab all the way back to woodlands. :D

Today is pretty much more of orientation.

The games ain't that awesome. But it was a good time of bonding with my new classmates.

Second round of orientation tomorrow.

I heard it's gonna to be fun! Because ...

WATER GAMES TOMORROW!

Sunday, January 3, 2010 10:12:00 PM

The start..

Gonna to be the first day of school tomorrow. i really wonder how it is gonna to be like. I have never take transport to school before and tomorrow's gonna to be the first time me gonna take public transport. I wonder how is it going to feel. Is it gonna to be bored? Will there be SR people there? etc.. etc.. i feel really lazy now. Still in the holiday mood still..

ITE is 3 years. Does that mean that 3 years of hectic life?

I guess, this is the reality of my life for the next 3 years.

there's a need for entertainment during my bus ride. go and come back.

Also, i think i need to love my 168 since i'm gonna to take that bus for 3 years, everyday...

No meet ups with friends for the time being for sure. It will be tiring, but it's a need to hang on isn't it?

Good thing my schedule is not so bad. At least there's many vacations in between! :)

Friday, January 1, 2010 8:26:00 PM

The first day of the year.

The start of the year: 01.01.10!

I was really looking forward to my 2010. But the things that i'll miss the most shall be my bellahs, gatherings, and every memories that were awesome. :D

Anyway, i spent my last few days of 2oo9 in a really awesome mood. :D

Good! Shall spend my second day of my 2o1o with camp-mates making sushi! :D