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My name is Trina.His smile ツ, Brightens my day.
Beauty gets the attention, but eventually, personality gets the heart.
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My name is Trina.His smile ツ, Brightens my day. Beauty gets the attention, but eventually, personality gets the heart. |
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Thursday, August 27, 2009 6:57:00 PM
The only person who can best define love.
Please, I should have stop deceiving myself. Why should i give in to you every single time? I'm someone simple, i don't expect you to do a thousand things to make me happy. All i need is you to turn your eyes on me. It's just so simple.. Prove to me that HAPPILY EVER AFTER DOESN'T APPLY ONLY TO FAIRYTALE. Prove to me that it happen in real life too. Especially in my life. I doubt fairytale won't exist in my life anyway.. Ending with a disappointed mood. However, here wishing Ms Theng Si Wei (Horsey) a happy 16th birthday. i can't wait for mine to come too. It's like, thousands of NC16 shows that i want to catch! Tuesday, August 25, 2009 11:21:00 PM
have you ever...
I dont know what i'm thinking anyway. Feels really very down. It's like i'm lost. It's like i don't know you at all, AT ALL. Monday, August 24, 2009 11:11:00 PM
impatient!
 This is what i've bought. :D Another one was the 3 lens camera. Well, these cameras are just for funs. Really looking forward to those camera to arrive to my house can! Can't wait lah..! Btw, i had a fight with sister today. Totally feel so urghhh. Because she slapped my eyes. Anyway, i really feel so angry and tired of comments made by her. If i cannot make it thru sec 5 so? Does it mean that it's the end of my life? Eh hello, freaking hell. I had enough, enough of all your nonsense. I don't need discouragements from you please. My teacher (MR TREVOR) can freaking encourage better than you. You? Self-fish idiot, WHATEVER OK. i don't want waste my time missing you anymore lah. go for your tokyo, go for your perth. don't come back singapore lah. Since you hate me, then don't talk to me. i think my friends talks to me, and encourages me FAR BETTER THAN YOU. Friday, August 21, 2009 9:39:00 PM
time flies so quickly this year.
8 more school days to n'lvl. After that, my school day will end as early as 12.pm! I'm really gonna to start my revision for SS again. I'm left with 2 more weeks of studying SS. I'M REAL HAPPY. But at the same time, i'm so scared for History, Maths, Science! I'll be going for my HAHAHA SESSION with everyone! FOR NOW, Will work harder for my SS& the other too. :D I think i'm crazy, but i'm trying to aim for A2 in comb. i won't worry so much about how the results will turn out, because the least i've done, is my best efforts. Something tht's beyond me. :D STEFF IS COMING HOME TMRR. I MISS HER SO HELLY MUCH MUCH MUCH! D: POPEYE TMR? HAHAHA! CRAVINGGGGS! Labels: something's beyond my control. Thursday, August 20, 2009 9:16:00 PM
Nobody but you.
     Anyway, as times pass by, i learn to grow not to know you more and more each new day. I hate your ignorance and everyday. I don't deserve your attitude anyway, because i'm a friend to you. Not a maiden or whatever. I won't care anymore anyway, you've chosen your way,and i am no one to talk to you about it. So i shan't care.. It's your very OWN FREEDOM. Tuesday, August 18, 2009 5:24:00 PM
Given up on hopes.
Have you ever spare a thought for me? Anyway, i realized that my blog is always pretty emotional isn't it? But this is how i feel everyday, so super friggin sick of everything. sometimes, can't those teachers use nice words to motivates us? Instead of them using those word that bring us down, leads to us giving up? Seriously, will those few words kill those teachers? It won't. God damn it.. Coming backk, i quarreled with Ms Tan today. & its always her don't you all think so? What the hell, had enough of her stupid bias-ness and her nonsense oreadi. I wished i didn't have her as my teacher can. Always bias again my class. Think what our class always don't have the chance to use UMPC. Not that we wanna to use or whatever, but it's like so friggin bias of her lah. Shan't dirty my blog by talking about her! Will go do my homework probably later. I'm really tired, so tired. & i'm gonna to take a nap. I miss you so much so much. If you gave me once chance to tell you how i was feeling, i will hold your hand and look in ur eyes, and never let you go. Labels: -sleeping to dream about you. 12:14:00 AM
A very bad headache..
A short one before me go sleep! -Lunch with Siwei and Janice in the afternoon. -Home, Went out for pool session. -Went to Yishun to have a drink. -Back home, COMPLETED MY 6 DAMN ESSAYS. & i'm finally done with her Essays. But i'm down with a bad headache right now.. Mr Trevor's lesson early in the morning tmr, have no choice but to complete them. Have no time to complete Maths! |: Anyway, today i got my SS results! I am really satisfied with my 29 marks. To some of them, you might think that it's just merely 29 marks, but this is my effort. 29 marks means everything to me anyway. a really long day tomorrow again.. I can't wait for the weekends to come again.. Time for bed, time for rest. Facing N'lvls in 2 weeks time. |': *Cry for help!* Labels: imagine me without you. Monday, August 17, 2009 1:00:00 AM
Tonight i need your sweet caress, hold me in my darkness.
Without you, I'm nothing. Without you, i can't complete ending happily. Without you, I feel empty. Without you, I’m seein myself so differently. Without you, i realize i can't spell eternal. Without you, I can't spell LOVE. Without you, , I can't be happy. Without you, I am like a lost soul, wandering around the street. Without you, i feel so lonely. Without you, i felt that the world's turning to go against me. As long as stars shine down from heaven In my life you’re all that matters When I found you I was blessed Imagine me without you When you caught me I was falling You’re love lifted me back on my feet It was like you heard me calling And you rush to set me free Labels: You’re the only love I’ll need Sunday, August 16, 2009 12:44:00 AM
It's a long long journey, till i find my way home to you.
& When i'm with you, i'll make every seconds count. Our days spent together were still not enough. Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go. Hold me tight, don't you ever let me go, Please.. & Somethings we don't do, rather live without. Lost in insecure, you found me, you found me. Lying on the floor, surround me, surround me. Please surround me, because i need you so much. Labels: All that i need, is you alone. Saturday, August 15, 2009 11:31:00 PM
You made me weak inside.
           Friday night was an awesome one. to sum up my friday night : Cineleisure for where got ghost>Dinner @ ayam penyet> Barrage> Singapore Flyers> Popeyes for the biscuits. It was a good one. although my bag was heavy the whole time, because i brought my tripod out. But i think i did not regret bringing my tripod out. because we ended up using the tripod in the flyers. :D The i wants: I want chalet. I want stef right now. I want you. I want you to be by my side. I want you to tease me like how you used to tease me. I want you to care for me all day long. I want you to be there for me. I want you to love me like no one could replace your love. I want to turn back time. I want to stop at those times where we're so happy. I want you to laugh with me. I want you. I want you. I want you. I WANT NOBODY BUT YOU. cuz you're the only one whom can make me feel whole. The i don't wants: I don't want N' levels. I don't want mood swing. I don't want to feel upset. I don't want to feel lonely. I don't want you to be faraway. I don't want you to leave me on lurch. I don't want you to stop teasing me. I don't want you to make me feel lost. Anyway, i miss cheerleading training so much..     If i was invisible, i'll make you mine tonight.. All i know is that, i can only begrudge love instead of having being loved. Tell me ways that i can clean away those stains you left behind. Please, i need to know it. I miss everything so muchh.. Can i go back to those days? Where i'm surrounded by your love. I'm holding on.. Hoping that there will be one day, where i could turn back time. Alright, NO more sad song in my life anymore. I want everyday to be a happy day. :D You are not forsaken.. & You'll not be forsaken. But you have left me on lurch. Labels: I will never leave, until you say so.. Wednesday, August 12, 2009 11:17:00 PM
I cannot escape and i cannot forget.
Today was Paper 1 for english and Social Studies paper. Both paper were killer.. Killed me totally, requires hell lot of writing can. Social studies was pretty alright, essay questions were tested on Northern Ireland. I was pretty hoping that the essays would be on Sri Lanka. But, ah.. Anyway, these 2 day's prelim exams will be on language papers. So, i didn't really go and study my language. Pretty much alright i guess. :D Except Social studies was a killer, but it's over for the time being already~ After the exams, as usual, Rebella 5 will always hang out together. :D Anyway, today it's our first paper can. We celebrated the start of the prelim as if we celebrated the end of n'lvl. These girls are really hard to find, craziness we had together, etc.. We headed to Janice house together with Rachel to have fun! We went round prank calling people from out batch, saying that they bought chapati from the mama shop and have not collected. It feels so much like Secondary 1&2. The fun we had. It was super awesome. Things we do were damn retarded, damn funny. Even Rachel Joined in the fun can~ Hahaha, After that we had pasta mania for lunch. It's been a long time since we've been doing silly stuff together. Seriously, 4 years seem like 4 months. Time passed like it's flying can. Those times are so gonna to be missed lah. And, we're saying, perhaps we won't be even be together next year.. D: I'm gonna to meet Jellybella 6 am later on for breakfast. Seeya jellybella~ Goodnighty, 3 More helly papers, 2 more helly days! :D My life would be damn enjoyable in about 1 month's time! For now, can't wait for the day to celebrate the end of n'lvls. Byee- Rebella 5: i want to open chalet lea! I'm so sure it's gonna to be much crazier than today! :D Laugh my arse out! Tuesday, August 11, 2009 10:43:00 PM
Hell shit, can't absorb anymore. )':
|': I felt like crying right now. It's silly i know. But i really need someone to talk o. I feel like giving up. I feel that i wouldn't be able to make it thru this shitty pile of shit. You know what? I'm not even at one-third. Sometime i just friggin feel like turning to ITE AND SHUT MYSELF UP. Seriously, i've tired putting in efforts to study as hard as i could. But each time when i'm studying, harder and harder. I realize that i felt extremely drained. Extremely tired. Extremely upset. All the emotions will start coming out. Giving up at the last lap of my sec 4 life..? Then those efforts i put in previously will go into the drain. urghhhhh. totally cannot make it anymore. I need to buck up. bRave myself against those circumstances. Alright, i'm pretty going to sleep now. burn midnight oil for more than 3 hrs. & shall study when during my break tmr. :D After tmr, it will be a better dayy. Great, The rest of my prelim this week is language papers, requires no revision anyway! Hahahah. Woohooo. i miss everyone who's going to leave tmr. Buhbye, take real good care! Be back real soon! You all are missed in singapore :'} 3 chalet after n'lvl! End it soon n'lvl~! 1. rebella 5 2. Family. 3. The crazy clique. with thousand lots of love, TREENA. :D *i know you want me, you know i want cha!* Monday, August 10, 2009 10:20:00 PM
Life isn't as perfect as before.
     .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) (PS: pool game photo quality sucks, because Nokia camera sucks.) Some photos to sum up the fun i had. :D Alright, Friday night was an awesome one! Really awesome, You can never imagine how late i went out. I went out as late as 12.45 AM. Reached Rachel's house at 1 Am, we studied for awhile, and went out to admiralty to buy poker cards. Hahaha. Obviously, we had lots of fun at the void deck. Playing card games etc. Went back, bathed, and we rested on the floor, fell asleep. Slept for like 3 hours. Out of breakfast, play pool at woodlands centre. Had lots of fun. After that i went to Granny's house. Saturday, stayed at home. SLEEP is basically what i did. =/ Sunday, blast. Went out at 5 PM, went for dinner at wisma atria, headed to marina. Watched fireworks, and headed down to keppel bay. :D Awesome one!! Really, had lots of fun @ keppel bay! Noelle, Noelle, i want Gin&tonic. Labels: I miss you so muchhh.. )': Thursday, August 6, 2009 8:44:00 PM
unable to erase the pain, on contrary it hurts even more..
Currently @ rachel's house having late night program. Gonna to work on my maths papers. *gonna crack my head to study already.* Hahahaha. :D Yes, if you know, i sneak out of my house just to come out and study okay. How hard working uh..? Cabby fair was $7! Damn ex! Hahahaha. Alrighty, gotta go already! :D Byee~! Wednesday, August 5, 2009 4:26:00 PM
i gave school a miss today.
I was sneezing the whole night last night. Having a hard time to breath. Woke my mother up, ask her for medication at 2am plus. Hahaha, cannot tahan man. I was sneezing and sneezing non-stop for like 12 am all the way to 2 am, i decided to go and wake my mum up and take some medicine. Mum woke me up at 6.30 am, don't want go school huh? I was like ya. Too sick to go, sneezing like nobody's business. Slept all the way until like..12pm. Jump up, bathe and went to the doctors'. /= On the way there, i called pearly. Hahah, & didn't know that she wasn't in school. Randomly called her, and she said she was late for school and decided not to go for school because right now, once you're late, you'll have to run like crazy. More than 10 rounds. After going to the doctors'. I headed down to find Janice and Pearly. Had lunch at chong pang, and then we headed to north point. After while we all head back home. I was surprised when i got home, my mum told me about some stuff. It really really surprised me. 1. grandparents is shifting back to yishun. 2. Aunt had a tiff with grandparents and she brought my 2 cousins to her mum's place. How the hell can she be so rude and abrupt towards them? I thought that said that they will take extreme good care of them? Oh please. So, this is the good care that they're talking about uh? What a good son he is. Wat the hell man. Tuesday, August 4, 2009 9:07:00 PM
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Chinese oral was a pretty tough one. I've been isolating myself for the past few days, studying and revising. Really tired, and i'm gonna to sleep early today. :D I'm so sure that i'm going to sleep early tonight. There's Crazy Cheetah class tmr. You know, the change of PE teacher doesn't help. Because we're already leaving and yet they're changing our PE teacher. Stupid fools, anyway, after the start of Prelims, i won't be returning back to school. Don't wanna see CRAZY CHEETAH face too. I know i'll AH with him. Because i didn't like him from the start. His face, his attitude, SUCKS. To say, you can say i'm stuck up, i'm idiotic, i'm whatever negative things you can say. But i don't like the way people do things to me. Especially those opposing me. It seems like, every single thing could piss me off right now. Like when dad !@$%@^$%^$*( , when people just happen to disturb me, when people do some stuff that i feel it's damn idiotic. I will !@%#^@&^% too. I don't know. What's happening to me? Anyway, i'm gonna to give school a miss on friday. Thursday will be the start of my prelims revision. :D gonna to work extra hard, next week, 1 normal school day, 3 exam days. (: -Byeee. Gonna rest, and go to bed. *i know crazy cheetah is gonna to me us run like crazy tmr. Monday, August 3, 2009 5:24:00 PM
It's feels like it's a screw drilling into my head.
   Saturday was pretty happening. Woke up at 6am, bathe, changed, went to mac and meet Meiting for breakfast. Went to school early in the morning just for parade. Well no, just went to return the card and for singspiration. :) It's been a long long time since i've been back for parade. Stay until like about 10+, i went off to meet Theresa. Yes, i bought my book! Just listen by sarah dessen. I wanted to buy the book by a singapore writer, but i forgotten the name of the book. So we decided to have a cup of drink at Gloria Jeans, i had creme brulee as usual, Theresa had macadamia nut latte. As usual, i always laugh and laugh when i'm with her. She's damn funny at times. Andy and Pinxiu came over to find us, after awhile, we headed to the 3rd level for the ceremony. Finally, after sucha long long time. I finally saw Jovin& Gina. It's been really a long time since i've met them both. Gina, as always, make me laugh like some crazy girl. :D Yes, & i'm so gonna to meet her up soon. (: Was walking around alone at Raffles City, suddenly felt so lonely. No one was there.. They had their own things to do etc. I called up Janice and Siwei, asking if they wanna to meet up. & we did. Walked around in ion, was like quite lost. Because it's quite messy. Hahaha. But i managed to find my way to the MRT to meet janice and siwei. Went to youth park for dinner then to Far east. Shopping around, i realized i had thousand of things i wanted. =p I did absolutely nothing. I did not have the intension. Really. Believe me for once, Please.. it breaks my heart to see the guy i loved so much standing in front of me, yet i can't do anything. I wish i could grab hold of him, never let him go. I don't have the ability to do it. if i could turn back time, you would still be mine. Labels: i'll still choose you., If I am still given i choice |
