HER.
My name is Trina.
His smile ツ, Brightens my day.
Beauty gets the attention, but eventually, personality gets the heart.
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Sunday, February 28, 2010 1:56:00 AM
This..
is..
me..
to..
YOU!

1:47:00 AM
Yay.
I BOUGHT Love STORIES (disc of 6)!
So in love with it, and happy copying the songs into itunes!
Trina is happily enjoying those songs. :D

ENJOY.HAPPY.LOVE.
Live my life to the fullest, not regretting everyday.
No one's gonna screw her life up.
If anyone screw hers, she will screw the other's back.

a promise to herself,
to be happy everyday.


1:17:00 AM
Pierced!
OMGG.
Trina is so daring for once. hahaha.
No pain, no gain!
YES TO SMILEY. I AM A SMILEY GIRL WHO OWNS A SMILEY. :)

1:17:00 AM
Hi March, Bye Feb!

Hellooooo March!
I'm here to procrastinate, many assignments are due, but still undone.
What's this? Trina! Can you please wake up your idea? *Slap myself with reality.*

I know if I don't start working hard, i'll be the one who's suffering. Sometimes, even when I'm saying here, i will not do it. But honestly, i shall start doing my reading soon. For real. I am going to start my reading!! Teehee.. But for now, ASSIGNMENTS CLEARING COMES FIRST. I hate drawing buildings omg, sucks to the max. It totally feels like.. shit! Sometimes i feel so inferior because I'm not good in drawing, i sucks at drawing and I'm so lazy to be hardworking to catch up with the rest. Sometimes, i asked myself, what the heck am i thinking? Why am i so lazy and complacent recently? WHY? WHY?
But well, i seriously need to start working hard both practical and theoretical. Drawing fundamentals is the most basic, if i don't hit 3.5-4.0 for my GPA, then no hope poly in 2 years time. Come on, Trina. 3 more weeks and term break will start. Stop being lazy will you? GAH. WHERE'S MY MOTIVATION? WHERE WHERE WHERE? ):

Okay, so, during the 3 weeks of my holidays, TRINA will stay at home and do her work, stay at home and read up, digest those books. CATCH up with the rest, those good ones.

I miss miss you.
Thank you for the best part of you being in my life. I LOVE YOU.

1:17:00 AM
SSF FTW!!
I spent my friday and saturday with my dearest secondary school mates. It's always as awesome as ever.. :) Thanks for the day, although, we didn't have the chance to fly kite because it ended up raining. But we'll do it again on next friday! We'll success one day! Yay steamboaty next week after kite flying. :D
It's so awesome to talk about our life. There's no secret between us. And although we quarrel, we made up soon after that. :D For whatever reasons, i felt really really sad that we couldn't be in the same school already. Girls, i love you. Thanks for being such awesome friends who know me inside out. We're crazy and we're wild. I must say, months without you all, I really miss you all. Those recess, and those on-ness. Those good times we had, were so memorable and awesome. I will never never forget them for sure. <3>

These days, I feel really tired.
Seems like, even 3 weeks holiday ain't enough. I'm going to genting with my family during my holidays! Yay, theme park oh theme park! <3

Miss me miss me miss me. Because i miss you miss you miss you.

I don't care how you think of me.
I don't care if you ignore me anymore.
I really have no energy to care about any shit anymore.
Whatever you think, Trina is a bitch in your eyes anyway.
Trina shall keep herself shut at all times.
Trina shall not be affected.

It's time for a change, Trina.
Life goes on and on. Time stops for no one.

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Friday, February 26, 2010 10:37:00 PM
Forget it, it's like I'm the worst friend ever.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010 11:11:00 PM
savesavesave.
I AM GOING TO SAVE UP FOR SHOPPING.
&& I WANT TO BUY A NEW SHOE TO REPLACE MY SUPER OLD PONY.
&&& I WANT TO GET MY PAIR OF SPECS TOMORROW.
&&&& I WANT TO GO SHOPPING.

11:11:00 PM
Of course you can trust me.
I'm not as strong as you thought.
Those days when you're ignorant towards me are days i feel so upset and dejected.

I don't need a perfect man in my life, all i need is you being able to love me, care for me, be there for me. Just be there with me, that would be the greatest gift.

11:11:00 PM
What happened?
What happened to my super perfect eye-sight?
I feel so blinded by things now.
I should go for eye-check up like soon.... ):

9:14:00 PM
I don't want history to repeat..
I don't want to lose you like how i lose him.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 10:58:00 PM
Fuck every big and small things in life.

Where are you when i needed you? Where is my comfort i needed from you? Why aren't you here with me? Could you ... show a little more concerns to me? I would be happy if you're the one who text me. I will jump around with happiness when i saw your name in my inbox. Why each time when i love that someone, he will eventually leave me someday? Get the hell out of my life.

You used to be my comfort. Whenever I'm down, you're always here for me. However, things are different now. The days we used to talk a lot, where are they? Why are they gone?

I have never felt so shit these days until today..
THE WORST DAY EVER..

One: Carolyn's leaving tomorrow. && I'm gonna to miss her hard.
Two: Tonight we had Carolyn farewell dinner as a whole. S did not appear. She said she very tired. Doesn't it mean that, when you're tired, you should be home straight after work? Why the fuck is she out and coming home later than me?
Three: I feel so drifted away from him. Because I feel so afraid of losing him. I realize the importance of him in my life. Without him, my life is like a mess.
Four: I bought books for my own reference. And it cost me $87.60
Five: I felt so disappointed with everything in life.
Six: Dad has been really unreasonable these days. Being really noisy when i needed peace. MENOPAUSE SUCK BALLS.
Seven: I feel fucking tired of everything. So sick of everything in life.
Eight: I love you, but do you even care? It seems like you don't anyway..

12:41:00 AM
Paranoid.

I will act like everything’s okay,
I will smile like nothing’s wrong,
I will laugh like something’s funny,
and pretend you’re not hurting me…

I am afraid, so afraid to lose you.
I don't know how long more i can hang on with this...
I need you, so muchh..

Monday, February 22, 2010 2:00:00 PM
Cockroach
I just screammmmmmmmmmed because there's this big big big big big cockroach in iMac Lab. ==''

1:55:00 PM
iMac Day today.
Omg i saw this hot guy from SC, he looks so much like Caucasian.
I went on and on screaming to Jasmie when we're at KFC for lunch just now.
T: HE'S MINE! OMG.
B: *He gave a shocking look.*
J: You siao ah?
T: hahaha. QUITE. BUT HE'S GOD DAMN HANDSOME FOR REAL. SERIOUS SHIT. HE'S MINE HE'S MINE!!

But well, in my heart, there's only you.

Sunday, February 21, 2010 11:56:00 PM
More than words..


It's amazing when words explain how i feel.






11:38:00 PM

IF YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE ME, LOVE ME DEEPLY. IF YOU’RE GOING TO BREAK MY HEART, THEN BREAK IT ALL. IF YOU’RE GOING TO CARE, CARE FOR ME COMPLETELY. IF YOU DECIDE NOT TO HOLD ME, THEN JUST LET ME FALL. IF YOU’RE GOING TO STAY, THEN STAY FOREVER AND IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE, THEN DO IT TODAY. IF YOU’RE GOING TO CHANGE, CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. AND IF YOU’RE GOING TO TALK, PLEASE MEAN WHAT YOU SAY.

I saw this at Lemonore's Blog. And it's effing right.

10:23:00 PM
Say goodbye to my dearest soon.
Good times are times that passed quickly.
I still remember, back in 2009's June..
Maddie, Carolyn, Victor, Noelle, Karen, Michele, Stef and myself had fun at Kelong.

2009's Christmas..
Maddie who's already in Perth now..
The last gathering we had before Maddie went to Perth, the faraway land..

& yes, 2-3days time, it would be ...

My dearest's turn to go back to Perth Land, the Faraway land. ):
Thank you for all the good times. Especially times during my PE lessons.
I will miss you dearest. Because the times when you're in singapore, is the best days of my life.
Carolyn oh carolyn..
I miss you. I'll miss you a lot......

Gonna meet Carolyn for farewell dinner on tuesday before she leave on wednesday.
I hope my ITE-mates will join me on wednesday though.
However, even if they're not going, then it's okay. I'll still be there!! <3

Photo spamming on tuesday before Carolyn go back to that faraway land!
Mad love .... :)
Miss miss miss miss!





5:34:00 PM
Waiting..
I'm waiting for miracles to happen in my life.
That something isn't amazing to me, but it's your sincerity that will make me feel amazed.
Show me your sincerity, boy.

5:13:00 PM
Revamped!
Yay!! I spend my sunday afternoon with my family and then also changing blogskins! <3
Now that i know, my grandma is exactly like Empress Dowager.
It's either you obey her, or she malign you.
Anyway, it's just a small matter, and she went like malign stef. Poor stef.

Whatever..
Sometimes i don't know why, feel so -.-
So sick of everythingg.

1:03:00 AM
My mistake..
Falling slowly....

Saturday, February 20, 2010 11:35:00 AM
Awesome week ever.

Dawn and me, Bryan and me.
Bryan, Me and Dawn. <3


-Chinese New Year-
1. Sisters, Mom, Granny, Nephew& Niece-
2. Uncle, Phyllis, Derick,Me, Mom
3. Grandpa&Me<3<3
1. Sisters<3
2. Cousins <3
Cousin Phyllis and Cousin Derick! <3<3<3


This week is god damn awesome. I LOVE THIS WEEK very much.
I never want this week to end! CNY oh CNY! :D
And, this is the first time i took photos with Cousin Derick can?! Ahhhhh.
Love him many many. Love him many many.

Last night,
I met up with Dawn Love and Bryan!
I feel so proud of myself last night! LOL. I didn't spend more than $20 LAST NIGHT.
hahahaha. First time going to town spending less than 20 bucks.
Well, actually i wanted to get that pair of vans pumps. But then, it's like.. hahaha.
Yah, i didn't get anyway! :D
*Proud*
But, Dawn and Bryan bought clothes and stuff.
and i had fun window shopping!
:D:D:D:D
ILOVELASTNIGHT.<3

anyway, i'm so going to commonwealth now.
i'm going limp my way to commonwealth.
Got a bad sprain on my ankle yesterday. And hurts big time now. ):
Gonna limp my way out noww.. getting late!
Byeeeeeee!


Sunday, February 14, 2010 12:41:00 AM
Back here, BB Mak

Baby set me free
from this misery
I can't take it no more
since you ran away
nothings been the same
don't know what I'm livin for
Here I am
so alone
and there's nothing in this world I can do

Chorus:
Until you're back here baby
miss you want you need you so
until you're back here baby
there's a feeling inside I want you to know
you are the one and I can't...let you go

So I told you lies
even made you cry
baby I was so wrong
girl, I promise you
now my love is true
this is where my heart belongs

Repeat Chorus:

And i wonder....
are you thinking of me cause I'm thinking of you
and i wonder....
are you ever coming back in my life

Repeat Chorus:

Until you're back here baby (til your back here baby)
til you're back here baby (til you're back, you're back)
until you're back here baby (til you're back here baby)
there's a feeling inside
I want you to know
you are the one and I can't

Until you're back here baby(til you're back here baby)
til you're back here baby(til you're back, you're back)
until you're back here baby(til you're back here baby)
til you're back here baby(til you're back, you're back)
until you're back here baby(til you're back here baby)


12:37:00 AM
Why am i bothered? Because I've fallen for him.

12:28:00 AM
After hearing about your reaction,
I know where i stand in your heart.

Saturday, February 13, 2010 2:16:00 PM
What's e most dangerous game in the world?
The reply is : LOVE.

1:52:00 AM
Jealous?
What am i jealous about?
This is probably the way he live is life all along. Trina should learn to be understanding enough......
Trina is sucha idiot, sucha irritating bitch. Yah, Trina is whatever whatever. All i want to know it, who am I to you?



Wednesday, February 10, 2010 11:41:00 PM
Tell me how things are going to be like. I hate this shit. :(

Monday, February 8, 2010 9:55:00 PM
Please, stop ignoring me.
I maybe nobody in your eyes, but you're somebody in my eyes.

12:57:00 AM
Sometimes i rather not tell people what happen because whenever i start explaining, i'll start my waterfall.

Sunday, February 7, 2010 11:27:00 PM
Happy family, what's happening to us?
No one can listen and understand how the hell I'm feeling right now.
Things that happened 2 years ago is like still bringing up this problem. You know i never thought that this things will happen to me when i was much younger. I thought my family is so happy and unite. Things like that wouldn't happen to me, and only to dramas. But it do happen.

This things are way too dramatic. I cannot stand it, but to blog all this shit out.
2 years has pass, but this shit is still here with us. Making each and everyone of us so unhappy.
2 years ago, My family had a very big quarrel. A real big one that makes my family tear apart. Things started because my uncle and family started to bootlick my grandpa. Cause he knows that grandpa's going to sell his charlton park house. Charlton park house cost a lot. My family didn't know about the selling of house, while the other siblings of my dad's knows about it. What the heck right? My dad was obviously angry and stuff like that. Things started because uncle vincent is sucha bastard. Eyeing on grandpa's asset and stuff like that. Cut it short, grandpa sold his house, and uncle vincent ask him to buy a new house at Pasir Ris and ask my grandparents to live with his family.
Uncle Vincent was so petty and rude to talk to my dad in a very ignorant way. Therefore my dad told him off in someways, and during the CNY, world war happened.
The adults quarreled and nearly led to a fight. The quarreled was ongoing for like an hour plus.
Ever since then, my grandparents was siding Uncle vincent. Until like things happened between them. And grandparents want to shift back to yishun after 1 year of living together at Pasir Ris.

Ever since that quarrel happen, everyone is like enemy. I hate it so much.
Ultimately, the only one i love is grandpa. Since young, he love me so so much. Until now, his love for me never stop.

Thank you Grandpa, you know, i love you too. :)
Today grandpa said something that makes me feel rather down and unworthy.

He said: He's happy to see his grandchildren gathering together.

i feel so upset because i feel that as a granddaughter, i didn't do something to make him feel honor and proud of.

Stop all these shitty stuff.
TIME FOR GOOD NEWS!
Fio's Pregnant with her second child! :)
Which means, i'm going to have a 3rd nephew/niece this year! :)
LOVELOVELOVE(:
PERTH TRIP IS AWESOME TOO!