If I planted a flower each time I thought of you, my garden will bloom forever.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 8:08:00 PM

Tuesday.

Can't stand it any longer.

Every lie you've told me and every promise that you have promised is all a lie trying to make me feel happy temporarily. Do you think it's funny or do you think it's fun to fool someone with your promises/lie? Enough of all these lies. I will trust you no more. I'm just another foolish one. Because i'm the only one that will believe in your lies. However, again and again, i won't trust you anymore. I won't go back to you anymore. It feels like a dumb. An idiot.

Well, how does it feel like when someone you love very much betrayed your trust?

I rather you not telling me anything than you making promises or telling me a lie to make me happy temporarily. If you really think that i'm foolish, i'm an idiot, then you're wrong. Because a foolish, idiot will also be awake, will feel the pain, will feel the hurt.

I told myself many times, not to go back.

But my heart will wander back to him. And that's not something that is benefitting me.

It really hurts so much. But the painful it is, the longer the scar, it would also mean that i'll be stronger. It's a mistake from the start. I should have told you from the start. Perhaps, if i've told you, right now.. Things would be much different. If things could come again, i won't hesitate no more. Because i won't let the chance/opportunity slip off my hand.

All i wish for is ..

to get over this.

not to caught between them.

not to feel like i'm a ..........

Labels: Scars makes us stronger for life.