If I planted a flower each time I thought of you, my garden will bloom forever.

Sunday, November 22, 2009 12:17:00 AM

His Grace.

My heart is so proud. My mind is so unfocused.
I see the things You do through me as great things I have done. And now You gently break me, then lovingly You take me and hold me as my father and mold me as my maker.

Chorus:
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abound?"
And you answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."

At times I may grow weak and feel a bit discouraged, knowing that someone, somewhere could do a better job. For who am I to serve You?I know I don't deserve You. And that's the part that burns in my heart and keeps me hanging on.

Chorus*
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?"
And you answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."
You are so patient with me, Lord.

As I walk with You, I'm learning what Your grace really means. The price that I could never pay was paid at Calvary. So, instead of trying to repay You, I'm learning to simply obey You
by giving up my life to you For all that You've given to me.

Chorus:
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?"
And you answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."

This song itself really spoke to me.

How much i've let Him down. These days, i've been free.

I realised how much i needed him in my life. He's a friend, He's my Lord, My savior.

But i asked myself, what have i done for him? Am i Worth His Blood?

It says that each time i fall short of your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?

I must say, i havent' been a good child until recently.

This song was introduced by the 25-10 anniversary's musical.

You know, whenever i meet my fellow GB mates, my GJ mates. I did some reflection when i kept quiet.

I ask myself several questions.

Why am i praying to you only when i'm in trouble, i feel sad, i feel angry?

That's not the way it should be. How can i say that i should stay close to you when i've drifted from you?

At times, i questioned myself.

Why haven't I been doing my quiet time? I have no excuses. I have to admit, i'm being plain lazy.

He's my daily sufficient grace. But why am i not accepting this Grace?

I am like a lost sheep. I need someone to heal me when i'm broken.

and that person is no other one but,

The one and only Lord.

The one and only Savior.

The one and only God.

The one and only, Lord Jesus Christ.

I need you. Forgive me.

For i've know that you die for me Lord.