If I planted a flower each time I thought of you, my garden will bloom forever.

Monday, March 15, 2010 9:56:00 PM

iLOVEyou.

-iloveyou-

Okay, school is .. pretty much awesome these days.

You know, crazy people, crazy topics everyday, and also, my spastic budday. :)

It's just .. My mind is turned off for school. You know, it's tiring to travel all the way from tampines to sembawang and then sembawang back to tampines. I am tired, i am really really tired.

I haven't been *steady* with them to hang out late because i am really tired. If i were alittle more hype, i would join them for sure, laughing my ass and making noise all the time. Heh.

Got home, obviously, dad's Menopause is bad.

I went out after dinner to get chinese ink and my polaroid films. Before i went out, My dad was so damn irritating. Because he was scolding me, asking why am i spending so much money and stuff. I told him, that if i could stay at home and rest i would. But it's because i have no choice but to go out to get the chinese ink. He went on and on saying if i continue to talk back, he's going to beat me and stuff. In my heart i was like, FUCK menopause. Seriously.. I really cannot stand it. Like i said, i never like people to question what i do when i know what i am doing. All i need is your support and not your unreasonable scoldings. My parents went out, and came back quarreling. It was nonsensical.

Just because my mom wants to drive the car out and fetch grandpa to the doctors', he's making a big fuss. HOW WOULD HE FEEL IF MY MOM DON'T ALLOW HIM TO FETCH MY GRANDMA TO THE DOCTORS'?! It's the fucking same feeling. Seriously, nothing from his mouth is awesome.

GAH, whatever lah. I'm just gonna to do my work, and concentrate on what i'm doing and heck everything.

I... I don't know how the hell i should be feeling.

He can make me feel happy, he can make me feel disappointed, he can make me feel angry, he can make me feel really sad, he can make me feel anxious, he can make me feel nervous.

It seem like, he has the ability to control my emotions. I don't know why, but yes.

He has the key to my heart already. I don't know why, but days when i was really moody, His name appearing, my heart start smiling.

Sometimes, i don't know how long will this feeling stay.

Will it stay forever? Or is it temporary? Forever doesn't seem to be happening in my life.

FML YES, FML.

Gonna meet Ann and Jeff for dinner tomorrow. :))

Celebrating Jeff's birthday tomorrow! ((:

-Goodnight, amour-