Where are you when i needed you? Where is my comfort i needed from you? Why aren't you here with me? Could you ... show a little more concerns to me? I would be happy if you're the one who text me. I will jump around with happiness when i saw your name in my inbox. Why each time when i love that someone, he will eventually leave me someday? Get the hell out of my life.
You used to be my comfort. Whenever I'm down, you're always here for me. However, things are different now. The days we used to talk a lot, where are they? Why are they gone?
I have never felt so shit these days until today..
THE WORST DAY EVER..
One: Carolyn's leaving tomorrow. && I'm gonna to miss her hard.
Two: Tonight we had Carolyn farewell dinner as a whole. S did not appear. She said she very tired. Doesn't it mean that, when you're tired, you should be home straight after work? Why the fuck is she out and coming home later than me?
Three: I feel so drifted away from him. Because I feel so afraid of losing him. I realize the importance of him in my life. Without him, my life is like a mess.
Four: I bought books for my own reference. And it cost me $87.60
Five: I felt so disappointed with everything in life.
Six: Dad has been really unreasonable these days. Being really noisy when i needed peace. MENOPAUSE SUCK BALLS.
Seven: I feel fucking tired of everything. So sick of everything in life.
Eight: I love you, but do you even care? It seems like you don't anyway..
