Sometimes i feel so upset that no one wants to hear me, the only way to vent my anger is blogging. Yet when i blog, i have to be cautious because those who read might get upset or even angry etc. I feel so tired of everything. Hiding my feelings, no one to hear my sorrows, no one lending me his/her ears, no one to talk to, no one to cry to. I feel so miserable. It's not like as if i have someone who understands me inside out.

Like i said, i feel damn upset when i see those written notes in my diary. It's all turning to memories, it's no longer happening anymore. One thing that we can't gain back is time. It's so true. When will i get over this? It's not easy, it's not something you can do over a night or over a month or so. So what if i teared? So what if i feel heart broken? Do you even care? Yea, it's true that you don't bother about me anyway. Ala, i don't know what i should do. I just feel kinda lost.

Well, recently i really don't feel good.

Emotionally tired. Emotionally freak out already.

All i can think about is you, when i look in your eyes, i can see those time we share, i can see those joy we once have. Right now, all i hope is, be happy in each and every living day.

I'm really feeling stressed out in school too. I felt that i won't be able to make it to sec 5. Really, POA i'm in the buang state. Chemistry and maths seem to be really hard for me to understand them. I know i won't be feeling so depressed if you're here with me.

Don't feel like doing anything. I need a long sleep.

A real long sleep. I'm tired, really tired.