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Wednesday, July 1, 2009 6:44:00 PM

Tired of school days.

1st of july.

It's my first day of school. I'm really very tired. Tired of returning back to school. Damn tired of looking at the teacher's face even today is my first day of school. Sick of those questionings. Really, when can i ever get out of this hell place. Sometimes i really feel like smacking ABC's face man. His face is damn damn damn irritating. I don't know how long i can hold on. All i know is i'm really tired of these few teachers. Supposed to be teaching but isn't doing his/her job. Damn, basically today i went to school just for 1 period. Mathematics, i think mdm gan is the only one who is always teaching. Not giving up on us. And the other teachers were saying that we're giving up we're giving up. What about those who are not? Can't you just carry on with your teaching? You could jolly well spend the 15 minutes doing work or explaining those texts! Why aren't you doing so? But spending the time in those nonsensical gan-nations. Oh damn it, sometimes i couldn't help but to talk back. SFS teachers! ABC's double period lesson tmr. how am i going to survive in the oh my goodness double period lesson?! Alright, thursday's class are basically full of shit.

POA, Chemistry, Comb-humanities: I don't know how the hell i'm going to survive with these weaker subjects when i'm like left with 2 months! Okay, you can see me dying already.

It is only the first day of school. My goodness gracious. It's not that i'm not studying. But it's that the teachers are driving me crazy already.

& i don't know what the heck i'm doing. But i know my heart feels terrible inside. Why is it so?

All i can say is, there's only 3 words. I miss you. I miss you like never before. I felt so damn tired, waiting and waiting. Why aren't you taking the initiative in the first place? I will never be the one who's taking the initiative. For all have been said, all have been done. It's time for me to really get over this. )':

Okay dokey,

I really hope that i'll really really survive thru my thursday. Because every of my thursday, it would be a sucky day.

imy dearly..

Byee.

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